Just because I can.

Exhausted
can barely breath
Looked up in this cage
and the key is not mine to keep
The air is thickening
my troath is soar
From all the screaming
behind this looked door

My insides are thorned apart
by the words you said
Burned deep in my soul
and yet, not a tear to shed.

When everything's going fine
I go fuck things up, just because I can
I'm a trouble maker
whom nobody understands
I love to bring you pain, and I do it all with a purpose, with a deeper plan.
I got no selfcontroll and I'm a abuser.
Your words, my life.
Step back, and watch me fight..

Dear love, you have to understand
I will never hold your hand
You cant ever call me your friend
You keep dragging me deep under water
when you are drowning yourself.
I'm trough.
Game fucking over.
You're out, bitch, The end.

When everything's going fine
I go fuck things up, just because I can
I'm a trouble maker
whom nobody understands
I love to bring you pain, and I do it all with a purpose, with a deeper plan.
I got no selfcontroll and I'm a abuser.
Your words, my life.
Step back, and watch me fight..

Surviving was never an option for me
Thanks to you I died before I got tro try
Life to me is a waste of time,
and right now, thats just fine.
Apatethic.
Not there.
Hell, I just stopped caring.